I'm truly grateful for the people who make it their purpose in life to protect our country.
As the child of a veteran and with several veterans in my family, I know the sacrifice that the loved ones of soldiers make, and I would like to extend a thank you to them as well.
I would also like to take this time to tell people who disrespect the US military at all that they are the scum of the Earth, in my book.
Protesting a soldier's funeral is ridiculous and should have landed those involved in jail for years.
Many people gave soldiers hell for Operation Iraqi Freedom.
I guess it's too bad that you don't support a cause to make the world a better place.
And I'm sorry that you're too ignorant to realize that our military helped to put an end to years of genocide and oppression. That they helped to free and entire nation. That they helped to put an end to one of the cruelest dictators in history.
I, personally, am proud of what's happened in Iraq, and I know that thousands of others have a greater pride than mine, simply because they were the ones doing it.
The stars are amazing and the air has that perfect bite to it that means it's finally fall.
If it were about 3 degrees warmer, I would be sleeping out there.
How it is now, I would chicken out and come inside.
I was staring up at the sky, and I realized that my consant misery these past few days is really somewhat pathetic.
I'm going to make an effort to at least appear to be happy.
Maybe it will last.
- Mood:
contemplative
Yeah.
Me too.
I guess for the past couple of weeks I have..
I feel like I should be in a relationship.
Like that's what I need right now.
I'm pretty miserable, to be honest.
I realize how incredibly pathetic that sounds.
But I feel like if I admit it, maybe I'll start to feel better.
I love my friends and all, and they're here for me.
But it feels like there's this gap. Ones that friends just can't fill.
I realize how incredibly cliche'd that was as well.
And usually, I would roll my eyes at someone who was saying things like this.
But..
I don't even know.
- Location:My room. In the dark.
- Music:Taylor Swift - Love Story
So, we had one at my school today.
I have to say, it was one of the most insightful things I've ever been a part of.
The way we treat each other changed so much today.
In just a few short hours we began to look at each other differently.
We started to move past the norm.
One of the biggest problems with the world, in my opinion, is that we've all become desensitized.
Today gave us all back a little life.
So, thanks.
To Devon and Jon for sharing this amazing experience, and for exposing your 90% to help us all out a bit.
That is an original Michelle quote.
I know it's a typical high school girl thing to say, but;;
Guys suck.
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- Mood:
annoyed
It made me so sad.
I'm not sure why.
Maybe because they can go where ever they want while I'm stuck here.
Or maybe it's the leaving that makes me sad.
So, first day of my sophomore year...
It was okay.
I like my classes well enough so this year shouldn't be too horrible.
If you're wondering what they are;;
Acc Algebra II H
World Civ H
Humanities
Journalism I
English II H
Band
Spanish I
Biology
That's both semesters' classes, btw.
Yeah. I'm a smart kid..
But anywho.
This is pretty much my first year in "the big school."
It's not as terrible as they tell you.
She is;;
That kid who can ride the carousel and teacups for days and days.
Who still listens to Disney songs and knows the movies by heart.
Who dances in the car... And everywhere else.
Who isn't happy just because. She doesn't give out laughs for nothing, they're earned.
Who doesn't know what she wants, but knows what she needs.
Who finds humour at the most random moments.
Who keeps life fresh.
Who makes up silly words.
And makes no sense when she is tired.
Who is not afraid to admit to her flaws.
And does things that may be considered odd or awkward.
Who loves to write.
And lives to read.
Who has big dreams.
And knows who she will never be.
Who can keep secrets.
And friends.
Who knows what's good for her.
Who finds happiness in the little things.
Who could give a look that would freeze a hot pocket. A very hot hot pocket.
Who adores vintage.
And breathes music.
Who is generally impatient.
But knows how to control herself.
Who is on her own level of uniqueness.
And knows she's bright.
Who is a basementdellah.
And loves her friends.
Who is always looking for inspiration.
And finds her faith in other places.
Who has a voice.
And likes to think.
Who can form her own educated opinion.
One that doesn't change with the days.
Who watches the news.
And reads the newspaper.
Who doesn't get homesick, but quite the opposite.
Who can't sing to save her life.
But rocks at SingStar.
Who can hurt herself on virtually anything.
But mostly, she is just a girl, trying to find herself.
My first Warped and I'm pretty stoked.
=]
Something I just started thinking about is banned books.
It makes me so... I can't even think of an adjective that describes how angry it makes me.
Not just banned books in the sense that schools don't allow them and whatnot, but that parents restrict their children's reading.
I mean, of course it's their responsibility as parents to monitor their kids' world. But it comes to a point where you just have to ask what is going on.
Like Harry Potter.
Hardcore Christians, for the most part, think that it's this horrible book because it uses witchcraft. Witchcraft is not the main idea of the story. The main idea is that there are people who aim above good. They're just kids trying to save the world.
Recently, browsing Yahoo! Answers, I came across a question concerning this. People were saying that it must be bad. It portrays some people as "demonic" and whatnot.
Who are we to say what looks demonic? Lucifer was an angel, was he not? Glorious and beautiful as angels are portrayed, but evil just the same. The grotesqueness of characters like Voldemort is just an accentuation of their evilness.
The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe brought controversy until everyone found out that the book was actually based on Jesus.
-gasp-
I love how people's perceptions of things change as soon as they find out one little detail.
Kind of proves how stupid we are as a society.
Anyway, I got off track.
Books like Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Animal Farm, Huck Finn, The Catcher In The Rye, Freedom Writers Diary, The Giver, The Grapes Of Wrath, The Lorax, and Farhenheit 451 have all been banned and the reasonings are stupid, in my opinion.
Alice in Wonderland;; Banned in China because it put talking animals on the same level as humans
Animal Farm;; Banned in some of Europe for it's "anti-Stalin" theme. Look what happened to him...
Huck Finn;; It had a "racist tone" Which was kind of the point of the book, ya know? Showing how life actually was.
The Catcher In The Rye;; Some sexual content and some actions of the character being "inappropriate"
Freedom Writers Diary;; Sexual content and racist slurs. I find that interesting since the book is a true story about kids overcoming that. How inappropriate.
The Giver;; It addresses controversial subjects such as euthenasia. What a shame the main character decided that that was all bad and tried to get away from it.
The Grapes Of Wrath;; It put the people of California in a bad light. As if that's a big change. No offense.
The Lorax;; This one's pretty great. It was banned for 'political commentary'. Better get rid of those recycle bins, guys. They may arrest you. If you've read The Lorax, you know what I'm talking about.
Farhenheit 451;; This book was banned for the use of the words "God damn". I find it kind of funny because the book is about censorship for fear of people becoming too individualized and independant.
Anywho.
Thoughts?
ps. Know that some of these bannings were at different periods of time where mindsets and government were different.
It doesn't make it any less twisted, though.
I'm a little confused as to why Barak Obama is wearing a kippah while leaving a note with a prayer on it in Jerusalem's Western Wall.
Isn't this the same guy that has a controvesy over whether or not he is Christian?
Kippahs are generally identified with the Jewish.
If this is some PR thing, it sucks.
But back to the actual story. Some newspaper decided to publish what he had written.
I, personally, didn't find anything wrong with what he had written. It seemed like something the average Christian guy would write...
"Lord — Protect my family and me. Forgive me my sins, and help me guard against pride and despair. Give me the wisdom to do what is right and just. And make me an instrument of your will,"
But I do find it wrong for the newspaper to publish something as personal as this.
I mean, if he was admitting to murder, and they just happened upon this thing, then okay. Publishing it is for the good of humanity.
But some kid took it out of the wall as soon as he left. And then they violated his privacy.
But I think it's kind of dumb that they won't even say "Yeah, I wrote that."
Because that would deff. put him back on the nice list for some Christians. You know, since his "guns and God" comment.
Anyway.
I don't really like him much anyway, so here ends the Obama talk.
So.
On the news, they are talking about some woman who reported her 2yr old daughter missing after 31 days.
I don't know all the details, and I don't want to.
It seems to me that if your daughter is missing for that long without you doing anything, you are either guilty of something or on some hardcore drugs.
Thus making you completely unfit to be a mother.
Which, she may not be any more.
There is evidentally evidence suggesting she killed her daughter [gasp!].
I'm sorry, but people who can do things like this make me sick.
Something else that has bothered me recently is people suing people for everything.
Particularly that kid who got decapitated at Six Flags over Georgia or whatever it was.
Now, when the girl lost her feet at Six Flags over Kentucky/Louisville [?], she had a legitimate reason to sue. That ride was obviously not being maintained well or something.
It was a freak accident in relation to her. She didn't do anything to trigger her loss of limb.
This kid, however, knowingly jumped like two fences that clearly warned of danger.
Just because he wanted to get on the ride faster or something.
And people are ferserious suing the park for this kid's poor judgment and his parents' lack of guidance?
Talk about a joke.
Darwin strikes again.
Probably around the time the video for 'Dirty Little Secret' by the All-American Rejects came out.
Anyway.
My friend pointed me in the direction of an amazing program.
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
People anonymously send their secrets on postcards.
You can be as vague as you like.
It's just a way for people to be able to let go of things that they may have no other way of giving up otherwise.
You can relate to people and know that you are not alone.
This program truly inspires me.
I know it has saved lives and for that alone, it is proof that the web is not all bad.
Updated every Sunday, for some people, it is the only thing they can look forward to.
Visit the site for more information, or buy a book.
=]
Things I would like to do before I die.
This should tell you a lot about me.
I haven't gotten very far.
1. Stay up all night to sit on top of my car and see the NYC skyline at sunrise with a case of Jones.
2. Travel
3. Meet someone who changes my life.
4. Be part of something big.
5. Help somebody.
6. Get in a fist fight.
7. Tell someone exactly what I think about them.
8. Party in
9. Be in a movie.
10. [Opportunity has passed on this one...]
11. Work for a major music magazine.
12. Work for a news channel.
13. Waitress.
14. Put out a kitchen fire.
15. Start a kitchen fire.
16. Sit in
17. Meet my dad’s dad,
18. Ride a motorcycle.
19. Inspire someone.
20. Spend time alone; Homeless in
21. Work on a cruise ship.
22. Save a turtle.
23. Watch every Stephen Spielberg movie ever made.
24. Invent something.
25. Play in an airport/train station/subway station. [instrument]
26. Learn to sing decently.
27. Write [and publish!] a book.
28. Drive cross-country.
29. Go to Serendipity 3.
30. Ice Skate in
I mean, it's great to stay in touch with your friends and be in the know and all...
But when you're constantly logging in and waiting for nothing, that can get a little unhealthy.
It seems like that's what's beginning to happen.
There are not a lot of things about myself that I like to share, but I am pretty open about what I think.
I don't alter my opinion just because everyone else has.
I like to be the one to think outside the box.
Sometimes I feel like we don't do that enough.
That's all for now;;
Michelle.
- Location:Basement
- Music:Quietdrive
